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OK, so WTF with the sporadic postings?

Posted in Life's worth, Lifestyle with tags , , , , on 01/23/2012 by Dandooligan

Well, let me ‘splain…. I’ve been battling with depression a lot towards the end of 2011, well, I guess apathy moreso. I just didn’t care and all I wanted to do was sleep. Turns out B-complex and exercise does volumes for the mood disposition!

Add on top of that, the pressure. I felt an unwarranted pressure from friends, family and coworkers to make this blog fantastic! This pressure was only perceived by me, because everybody encouraged me, never pressured me. I guess I’ve always had anxiety issues when it came to “being good enough” – thanks mom (I still love you!), but am learning I don’t have to please everybody. In fact, I don’t have to please anybody, and instead, feel free to please those who I REALLY care about….

I also felt like this blog was a failure, because it wasn’t getting enough views, and when it all comes down to it, I don’t really want this to be my life… I don’t want to be a “BLOGGER”, but I do want a place where I can play with media…

Thus, I decided at the genesis of 2012 that I’m making this blog exclusively personal. Yes, I will be posting all the moto topics and such as I’ve always done, but I’ll leave the horse alive for the majority. I will also be posting much more personal things… I thought I was being a good “journalist” by exhaustively fluffing a story out, and trying to keep my personal life out of it, but, no more! That’s taxing on both of us, so, no more!

I’m also really enjoying posting from my phone when I have a moment here and there, so most of the personal stuff will come from that.

I plan on posting every Monday and Thursday at 6am MTN at the very least, with the odd ball mobile posts thrown in here and there, so throw me in your google reader, RSS feeder, etc, etc, and share, share, share if you like what I post.

If you don’t like what I post, as always, feel free to provide comments/concerns/feedback to cherryredninja@gmail.com!

There is no time like the present.

Posted in Life's worth with tags , , , , on 01/16/2012 by Dandooligan

I was just driving home in the beginnings of a blizzard and thinking to myself how I’m exceedingly grateful to be in my car and not on the moto when a flock of canadian geese flew over, heading west, into the storm. This made me think of how we as humans are weak, and weaker now than we were 100 years ago. The birds haven’t changed much in that time, but thanks to technology, we have.

I then thought about how difficult life was back then, and what kind of hardships those folks endured. This left me wondering how I would cope in the conditions of yore, and those people would endure todays world. I was reminded of my own trials, most importantly, some serious spreadsheet work I have to do this evening, and the certain mental torture to be endured at the tedium. I thought that the people of yore would certainly commit a cide (homo or suicide) if faced with the same dulrum, and how just so, I would commit the same in their circumstances.

My thoughts culminated in the idea that as humans adapt, they are faced by the contemporary challenges and benefits of their time. The human condition doesn’t get better or worse. Romanticising a certain time period (like the roaring 20′s or rock-n-roll 50′s) allows us to forget about the human condition, and we lie to ourselves about a simpler world in the past, and a more complex and difficult world in the future. Time tested reality shows that the human condition doesn’t allow for that though, and adapts us accordingly. The past was no better than the present, which won’t be better than the future. Our trials might come in different forms with different names, and our victories the same, but the balance is kept in adaptation.

It seems clear to me, that no matter, where I might be, or what I might be doing, it is up to me, and the choices I make, to be a success or failure in any situation. Even though I am tired and fed up, on this day, I will lay my head down to sleep as a success, for I choose it to be so. Stay motivated.

Need. To Ride. More!

Posted in Life's worth with tags , , , , , , on 01/16/2012 by Dandooligan

Need. To Ride. More!.

 

MissBusa speakin’ the truth! Read it! Remember it!

Today, we climbed a tree.

Posted in Life's worth, Personal with tags , , , , , , , on 01/14/2012 by Dandooligan

imageSo a friend and I hung out today with nothing to do. We decided to go pick up a frizbee at REI, and after practicing hand stands and tossing the frizbee around, I looked at the tree in the photo above and thought outloud that I hadn’t climbed a tree in a very long time. He shared the sentiment, and a minute later I was up in the tree tossing my phone down so he could take a photo. We traded spots and while driving home we were discussing how we felt like kids again with dubstep playing in the background. I have gotten caught up in too many grown up things lately trying to be responsible, and as such lost any desire to live, suffering a 3 month long depression which left me fatigued and apathetic. Friend helped me figure out that life isn’t about being one or the other (grown up, or a kid). I don’t have to play with expensive grown up toys, although they are fun in their own right. I don’t have to abandon my responsibilities as a grown up either. I simply have to remember the kid in me every once in a while, and put in place a few check points, once every few months and have some good clean innocent fun. I had forgotten that innocence can be fun too.

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Your author in a tree

Stay young!

23 years in the making… Converse

Posted in Life's worth, Personal with tags , , , on 01/09/2012 by Dandooligan

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I’ve wanted a pair of converse ever since I saw a Wimpy ad for them at the age of 3. Wimpy is (was?) a fast food chain in South Africa, where I was born and raised. They had to be RED!  They were prohibitively expensive… 23 years and a continental move later I’m finally in a  position to own a pair. They arrived today and I’m as excited as if I was a kid again. It’s times like these I feel I’m being true to what I was taught by one of the most influential people in my life, Mr. Larry Kilgore (my middle school tech teacher): you have to grow old, you don’t have to grow up. I have a pair of RED converse bitches! Stay young.

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